Wednesday, May 21, 2008


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Um. Well. I just realized that my last few posts have all been a little... emo-ish? Heh. And all because I was pissed at the computer :/

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Haha anyway today was absolutely blazing hot. I think my brain melted. Or got fried. Literally. Which explains the conversation I held with Vanessa today. It had... Questionable Content. Yes, capital letters.

Vanessa claims it's R21, I think at most NC16, though. It'll be posted either tomorrow or the day after, depending on how fast Vanessa finishes typing it out. The conversation was three pages long, courtesy of my trashed-consent-forms-turned-rough-paper.

Yanyi was the only one who survived reading the entire three pages. Nobody else (ie. Jacy, Cassandra, Lokyin etc) could bear to go past the first page xD Too, uh, graphic.

It was about who's better in bed: Kaname or Zero. Kaname so obviously pwns all. And no, this isn't Kaname/Zero pairing we're talking about. It's (Kaname or Zero)/Yuuki :D

And we kinda co-wrote Kaname/Yuuki fic! Haha it's barely half a page long, but it has great potential. Though it's the most, uh, graphically perverse fic I've ever written. Though that's not saying much, seeing as how I've almost never written, well, porn.

It's definitely not the most graphic Vanessa has written. That's a feat.

Yes well. JIAFENG WAS BEING SICK when she read the fic :X Of all the weird things to say, she had to go, "Eh you can change it to Fate with it!" Cue confused look from me. She clarifies, "You know, with add-ons!" Gawd.

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I really shouldn't be blogging when I have 5 Literature essays to prepare, and an unseen prose to do. And plenty of backlog I really really need to catch up on. And Peiyun's birthday fic to write. Though I'm not writing today :D

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burned the sheets at 17:36

Sunday, May 11, 2008


seppuku,


10 points

1. YAGARI REMINDS ME OF SEIMEI. IT'S THE HAIR.
2. I have food poisoning = diarrhea T.T
3. I had a disgusting dream two nights ago. I dreamt that I had such thin skin it was almost translucent, and instead of blood under the skin, there were bits of food (I think it was food!) floating about. GROSS. Yellow and orange and green bits.
4. I started on fic for Peiyun.
5. It muchly grossed the both of us out
6. It's going to be an explicit piece o_O
7. I LOVE KANAME TO BITS
8. I LOVE KANAME TO BITS FOR RESPECTING YUKI'S WISHES
9. I LOVE KANAME TO BITS FOR "PROCLAIMING" HIS RELATIONSHIP WITH YUKI IN FRONT OF THE ENTIRE NIGHT CLASS.
10. That's it.

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burned the sheets at 12:26

Tuesday, April 29, 2008


falling from the sky


Been blogging more and more. I wonder why. No, seriously.

Today was so... blah. It was just like wading through this thick mass of THING, and attempting to make sense of the uninteresting events happening all around me. Though sometimes I wonder if I even want to know what's going on at all -.-

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Can I say just how my absolute hate for plasticine has reached an altogether different strata? Physics SPA skill 3 today. It was utter HATE. Yellow plasticine got caught in my nails, and left a horrible plasticine-rubber smell lingering on my hands. Despite washing my hands with soap. THREE times.

BAH.

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Vanessa and I commenced our argument from yesterday, about the Kaname/Zero Seme-Uke issue? I firmly stand by what I said. Kaname = Seme. Jolene was in shock for about 20 seconds, when she heard the pairing we were discussing arguing about XD

AND VANESSA. ZERO/ICHIRU IS SO NO GO.

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Then cym talked to me. About my chinese ._.

Well, pardon me for not liking Chinese.

Okay, I mean, I really do want my Chinese to improve, contrary to what my attitude may seem. But yeah, well, I think I'm just not willing to put in the effort and time that studying Chinese will entail.

And fine, I admit, I'm not writing not-so-complimentary stuff about cym because he is a STALKER. LIKE QINGWEI. Who thinks he knows me so well just because he knows that I like Japanese guys -.-

Meh.

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And yes. Haha never thought I'd find another anime/manga fan in SN online (: Thanks to rage-chan :D

Hi Renyue!

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burned the sheets at 18:59

Monday, April 28, 2008



RAGE-CHAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS.

Haha I honestly didn't mean to scare you with that post. Or anyone else. Except Olivia XD

Yes yes. So are you from SN? Because the links that led me all over the place all belonged to SN people. BECAUSE THEY WERE ALL RANTING ABOUT SJ SLC :/

The consequences of which I must say I do not appreciate. Neither does Mrs Tian, for the record XD Because the Sec 3 level was a supremely noisy bunch today. Constantly cheering.

NOISE TRAVELS UPWARDS, PEOPLE :l

I'm so sorry, Rage-chan. Haha this wasn't meant to turn into a ranting post :3

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AND I POSTED CHAPTER 9 OF LU YESTERDAY. I think it was yesterday, if memory serves me right. Though that in itself is an utterly debatable topic :X

But Kidnapped seemed a little... filler-ish? And I feel bad, not updating more often.

I mean, what kind of loser writer churns out a lousy 10 chapters over a period of 2 freaking years?! Not to mention each chapter never got past 900 words.

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Somehow, I was suddenly reminded of Louisa's fantastic news this morning.

NADAL WON FEDERER IN MONTECARLO FINALS :DDDDD

WHOOTS.

But whyyyyy did Djokovic have to retire :/

Though I don't think I could've taken sides if it had been Djokovic vs. Nadal.

Federer was going to lose anyway.

TAKE THAT, LOUISA. FEDERER'S LOSING HIS TOUCH XDDDD

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Vanessa takes sick to a new height. And that's saying something pretty incredible, seeing as how she's the one who's always been setting the bar.

ZERO/KANAME. WTF.

I think I kind of threw up in my mouth when she told me her favourite pairing in VK. That is a hardcore yaoi fan.

And Hell, if that pairing were canon, Kaname would so be seme, please. Zero = Uke.

I will not comment anymore on this sick, sick topic.

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KARINA AND I ARE SOULMATES. WE BOTH AGREE AARON IS A HORRID JERK.

KILL AARON CAMPAIGN :DD

I mean, please. Aaron's this heartless, unfaithful, unfeeling jerk. He's in lust with Emee. And he still tries to manipulate her feelings for him, to coerce her into his bed.

And Ette. Omg the bitch.

AND SQUEE *_* ALEX.

SOOO HOT.

"From now on, the two of you stay the fuck away from Emee. Do you understand me? Just keep the fuck away from her, because if I ever find out that you tried speaking to her, I will run my car over your bodies and mutilate them. And that’s a promise.”

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burned the sheets at 22:15

Sunday, April 27, 2008


monumentally stupid things;


I HAVE SURVIVED THREE DAYS OF MOTIVATIONAL WORKSHOP :DDDDD

Hopefully it has motivated me. Doesn't say very much about it, though, not when I'm saying hopefully XD

But really. It was good.

It's hard to squeeze in twenty-four hours worth of workshop content into a single post, with two wrists that have Carpal Tunnel Syndrome. So I shall not.

Still, trust me that when I say good, I mean good.

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ALMOST. HAVE ALMOST FINISHED CLEARING MY ROOM. (Excluding the coffee table)

BUT YES. Amazing and unbelievable as it may seem. I have cleared my workstation and dressing table :D

TAKE THAT, RACHEL. EAT YOUR WORDS.

AND AND AND. I DIDN'T MENTION IT EARLIER, BUT MY COMPUTER'S BACK IN MY ROOM :DDD

Which kind of explains why there's a big an even bigger mess than usual to clear up XD

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OHYES. VK EPISODE THREE SUBS ARE OUT :D

I love <3

SPOILER ALERT:
ZERO BIT YUKI ZXCDVFBGNHMJ,K.L/'ASKDA;

AND KANAME RESCUED YUKI FROM A LEVEL E ♥

Kaname, my hero *_*

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NEED TO WRITE TESTIMONIAL.

DO CHEMISTRY WORKSHEET: ATMOSPHERE

PHYSICS WORKSHEET NINE. Which was supposed to be done last week -.-

Well. We'll see.
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burned the sheets at 10:32

Wednesday, April 23, 2008



I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE FIND KANAME CREEPY. GRR.

KANAME IS HOT, PLEASE.

AND SDFGHJKL'L;; That picture of him licking blood <3 *_*

Okay, that sounds seriously wrong. But go look at it. Kuran Kaname gives new meaning to hawtness.

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And fic! Haha the longest I have ever written for a oneshot and it isn't even done yet! 909 words :D I feel accomplished. Though writing that last night might not have been the best idea. At the expense of my amath differentiation test ;_;

I really really want to finish Blood Lovers by tonight (I just thought of that name! :D), and maybe maybe maybe if I'm lucky then Love, Unbidden Chapter 9 by the end of this week. Though that is highly improbable, given how I'll be shuttling back and forth from school for 8am to 6pm school days :/

BAH. I THINK BLOOD LOVERS SUCKS.

There, now I've said it. I mean, it really does. I think the only reason Jiafeng said it was nice was 'cause she hasn't read the manga, and doesn't realize that it's the same sequence as the manga :X

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MEH.

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burned the sheets at 17:33

Monday, April 21, 2008


a spectacular crash and burn;


DID I MENTION I FINISHED READING VAMPIRE KNIGHT AT 2 AM THIS MORNING? NO? WELL I DID (: